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I AM MAJORLY PISSED AT MY BESTIES FOR BEING EPICLY LAZY AND NOT UPDATING. WTF. UPDATE OK. I WANT TO READ SHIT YOU WRITE.

So yeah, I feel good this month because suddenly, I've found myself able to write again. Not necessarily well ofcourse, but atleast I can write. XD I swear some stuff that I've written recently, looks like the kinda things you spend hours editing and drafting and changing. But I wrote them in like minutes because words were floating around in my head.

Sometimes, you need to go through alot of shit and feelings you can't explain to write well. And yup, thats me right now. Haha, look at me. Finding the optimism in fucked up-ness. But seriously. Lesson. If it doesn't feel right. If it looks like its not gonna happen. But your heart is being annoyingly annoying and thinking otherwise, force yourself to let go. It will save you from feeling alot of pain.

As this year comes closer and closer to ending, nothing in my life seems to be going right. But I swear I'm glad for everything. Because this year, I've grown. And I've found myself. Kinda.


More advice:
Guys are kakka. Stay away from them.

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